[It hurts. It hurts to look at what's been done to him, her darling Chevalier, her favoured companion. That's what he was to be for her, someone to be by her side that wasn't on the level of Amshel or Solomon. Someone who would be her playmate, would read her stories and tell her things she didn't know. Someone who would sing with her, who would help her read and hum sheet music when the notes started to cross from staring at it for too long.
How dare someone do this to him. She can't even fathom the insult it is to her, because that's what he is - an extension of her - and then he begins to speak nonsense. She wants him to shut up, it hurts even further to hear him say awful things about himself like that. Perhaps it would've hurt less in the past but after everything that's unfolded, everything that's happened to her...all the rejections and acceptances she's found in the people around her...]
Don't be foolish. [Her words are icy cold as she pulls back, face still before her expression twists into one of rage. Tears prick at the corners of her eyes as her fingers ball into fists.] You? Ugly? I made you who you are today! Don't insult yourself!
[She's the one trembling now, pacing as she's wont to do when stressed, like a caged beast yearning for escape.]
As if I could forget my favourite! It wouldn't be better! Who else will stay with me, by my side forever?!
[Her fist lifts and swings into the nearest wall, narrowly missing a pod person. Yikes.]
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How dare someone do this to him. She can't even fathom the insult it is to her, because that's what he is - an extension of her - and then he begins to speak nonsense. She wants him to shut up, it hurts even further to hear him say awful things about himself like that. Perhaps it would've hurt less in the past but after everything that's unfolded, everything that's happened to her...all the rejections and acceptances she's found in the people around her...]
Don't be foolish. [Her words are icy cold as she pulls back, face still before her expression twists into one of rage. Tears prick at the corners of her eyes as her fingers ball into fists.] You? Ugly? I made you who you are today! Don't insult yourself!
[She's the one trembling now, pacing as she's wont to do when stressed, like a caged beast yearning for escape.]
As if I could forget my favourite! It wouldn't be better! Who else will stay with me, by my side forever?!
[Her fist lifts and swings into the nearest wall, narrowly missing a pod person. Yikes.]
Who did this to you? I'll eviscerate them.