( never had he thought that in his darkest hours, at his lowest, it was Mikazuki's last words to him and his last words to Tekkadan that would ground him at moments like this. no matter where Eugene went, no matter who his papers said he was, no matter what he'd do he'd always have a role to fill: number two, second in command, a leader to look after the others. )
( the source of command being gone means nothing. his memory keeps their last orders, Mika's and Orga's, fresh, and he lives them out every day and does his best to look after the others.
he plans to look after those two, should they ever join the waking world. )
What a pain. ( he scoffs, ) I want them to be with us, but I don't want them to fight anymore. None of them.
( he's excluded, but he's never left the mindset. not really, with his job, but it's been fulfilling to watch everyone else tinker with their machinery and play with children... )
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( the source of command being gone means nothing. his memory keeps their last orders, Mika's and Orga's, fresh, and he lives them out every day and does his best to look after the others.
he plans to look after those two, should they ever join the waking world. )
What a pain. ( he scoffs, ) I want them to be with us, but I don't want them to fight anymore. None of them.
( he's excluded, but he's never left the mindset. not really, with his job, but it's been fulfilling to watch everyone else tinker with their machinery and play with children... )